BOSTON MARATHON
April 18, 2016... I am not sure the words can ever express what this day meant to me.. so I want to share with you the cliff note journey.August 2006
I put on a pair of overused dusty sneakers and attempt to
run for the first time in over 20+ years. Yeah, probably should have figured this all
out before I did... heaving and walking..this was before Facebook,
selfies, and being able to have the vast space of knowledge on the internet... thank god!
January 2007
I had been trying to figure out this running thing..read
gobs of books on running, triathlons, and one day bought a book on marathons...
when the cashier asked if I was going to
do one..I said, "Oh no, I am just reading about them.." (WOW
crazy right?)
Fast forward a few months May 2007
A-H... yes Frederick Marathon... say what? Yeah well I have to be honest.... I had devised this really crappy training plan (I thought it was wonderful at the time)... with my longest run being 16 miles prior to the marathon.. and that was ONE 16 mile run... there still was no Facebook (for me), no way to brag or yell or say, “Hey I am woman hear me roar”.. nope.. I just ran it on the sly not even telling my parents prior to... because I am sure mom would fear my insides would fall out...and well no one ran 26 miles least not in my family..
SO how did that go Wendy.. well let me tell you.. there is
something about putting in the work .. mile 16
to the finish... was sheer hell.. I thought I could run a 8 min pace no problem ... what a reality check... I finished my first marathon in 5:01:40...
There were many many more years of running, playing and doing a whole bunch of crazy.. and inbetween all these crazy things I was loving my new running life.. I learned a lot about who I was and what I wanted to be and I knew I wanted to be great.. I had these visions of Boston, the Olympic Time Trials, oh hell yeah I was absolutely delusional ... I thought if I worked hard enough, trained hard enough... I could do ANYTHING.. when reality hit.. it hit hard...
There were many many more years of running, playing and doing a whole bunch of crazy.. and inbetween all these crazy things I was loving my new running life.. I learned a lot about who I was and what I wanted to be and I knew I wanted to be great.. I had these visions of Boston, the Olympic Time Trials, oh hell yeah I was absolutely delusional ... I thought if I worked hard enough, trained hard enough... I could do ANYTHING.. when reality hit.. it hit hard...
I could write a book on the adventures and maybe someday I
will... but I know the heartbreak of putting in the time and falling
miserably short.
- There was the time I even booked a hotel to Boston back in 2009... and all I had to do was run a 3:50.. I ran a 4:02:50.. was on pace only until mile 16 and things fell apart.. I cried most of the last couple miles. That was Rehoboth... I called and cancelled the hotel reservation.
- Then there was the time that I spent 20 weeks training.. hitting every solid workout... trained for a 3:50 again fell short.. by a lot.. finishing.. in 5:01:28... I went straight to the doctors and spent many weeks recovering...that was Lehigh.
- Then there was the time that I spent 18 weeks training and trying a new system.. I was going to run a long run of 18 or 20 miles almost every weekend for 8 weeks.. yeah... that set me up for... falling short once again... finishing 4:17:32.. after being on pace up till mile 18... that was Steamtown.
BUT HOW do I explain what it’s like to be in the race I had only dreamed about and FINALLY qualified for.. the Boston Marathon... and I am now violently ill?!
When I say violently ill I mean VIOLENTLY...and I don't know why!!
SURE it was hot at the start.. 70 degree and there wasn’t much of a breeze ...but I am a good warm weather runner.. and felt good.. and was fairly confident that I was going to run a strong race..
I mean hell I have done 53 marathons to this date and have encountered everything I can possibly think of... hotter than hell races... cold as hell races... a mixture of rain, sleet, snow, you name it.. I have experienced it... I have run times from as good as 3:55:29 to as not soo good .. eeep as 6:30:30 (within a Ironman.. yeah that was fun NOT)....
SURE it was hot at the start.. 70 degree and there wasn’t much of a breeze ...but I am a good warm weather runner.. and felt good.. and was fairly confident that I was going to run a strong race..
I mean hell I have done 53 marathons to this date and have encountered everything I can possibly think of... hotter than hell races... cold as hell races... a mixture of rain, sleet, snow, you name it.. I have experienced it... I have run times from as good as 3:55:29 to as not soo good .. eeep as 6:30:30 (within a Ironman.. yeah that was fun NOT)....
On bus to start.. and at Runners Village.. see happy:
Right before start |
So here is how it went... I take gels normally at mile 4, 8, 12, 16, 20, and then sometimes at mile 23....I have found that this works well with my semi colon system and provides the nutrition I need to get to the finish intact.... well I took my faithful gel at mile 4.. and instantly felt nauseous... uh......oh... so I remained calm.. because it's only mile 4.. ... and then it happened.. by Mile 9 I was now violently ill.. so ill that I wasn’t sure if I would make it to a port-o-pot.
I spent over 5 minutes in the port-o-pot contemplating how this could be happening and relief that I was now hidden away in my pain and so I text joe.. because I know he is following me on Garmin connect with my mile splits and he would see that my pace dropped SIGNIFICANTLY...
I texted him that I was violently ill but that I was going on.. now to figure out how... I just didn’t want him to worry.. I put my phone back in my pouch, and onward I went.. I am now sweating profusely, and I was a bit green... run... then walk.. run then walk... go forward... I couldn’t take any more of my gels.. so this means no fuel for the rest of the race... I couldn't cry... dehydrated ...now I am mad...
I had A LOT of time to think... when you are clicking off 11
and 12 min miles you have a lot more time to think than when you are clicking off
8 and 9 min miles.. and to be honest.. it’s a HELL of a lot harder to run
slower and longer than shorter and faster..
I see a friend at mile 17... and I hobble over to say hi.. he asks how I am
doing.. I said not well.. but I smile because it's so nice he was there to see
me.. and that he could actually see me with all these runners!!! ...and onward
I go..
See I still can smile even in distress.. lol:
See I still can smile even in distress.. lol:
With Brandon at Mile 17 |
Somewhere there are the Newton Hills... heartbreak hill and
so on.. I honestly couldn’t tell because I was too concerned with not tossing
my insides onto a spectator or fellow runner.... at I think it was mile 23 I
noticed the air had cooled and there was a wind in my face.. it felt
marvelous... and someone had popsicles.. I tried that and it was like a little
bit of heaven..
My race was NOT complete shit.. no on the contrary.... nothing
will ever take away the feeling of getting to only one mile to go and seeing Juliane, Helene, and Ron... onward I go for my last
mile.
That last mile was a dream... to think of all the people who have traveled this path.. the dreams, hopes and aspirations of hundreds and that I was here and finally going to finish... I thought about my mom who at the start of my quest 9 years ago stated she would be at the finish but life got in the way... mom.. in heaven... see I made it... I finally made it..
That last mile was a dream... to think of all the people who have traveled this path.. the dreams, hopes and aspirations of hundreds and that I was here and finally going to finish... I thought about my mom who at the start of my quest 9 years ago stated she would be at the finish but life got in the way... mom.. in heaven... see I made it... I finally made it..
I did it.. I really did it! |
I thought about how blessed I was to have family and friends who get me... who really understand this crazy madness.. to have a best friend and husband who has wept with me through all the ups and downs. Life is strange... this is not what I thought life would be.. no.. it's much much better.
Dream big.... because one day those dreams will come true.
My 54 marathon distance/Ultra runs...
My 54 marathon distance/Ultra runs...
Shamrock
Marathon
|
3/22/2015
|
Virginia
Beach
|
VA
|
3:55:30
|
Walkaway
|
6/13/2015
|
Poughkeepsie
|
NY
|
3:57:15
|
Run
for the Red Marathon
|
5/17/2015
|
Pocono
Summit
|
PA
|
3:58:41
|
Monster
Mash Marathon
|
10/17/2015
|
Dover
|
DE
|
3:59:47
|
Steamtown
Marathon
|
10/7/2012
|
Scranton
|
PA
|
4:01:50
|
Rehoboth
Marathon
|
12/5/2015
|
Rehoboth
|
DE
|
4:01:55
|
Rehoboth
Beach Marathon
|
11/21/2009
|
Rehoboth
Beach
|
DE
|
4:02:50
|
Rehoboth
Marathon
|
12/6/2014
|
Rehoboth
|
DE
|
4:03:49
|
Bob
Potts Memorial Marathon
|
5/31/2009
|
York
|
PA
|
4:08:55
|
Tybee
Marathon
|
2/2/2008
|
Tybee
Island
|
GA
|
4:10:06
|
Deja
Vu Marathon
|
11/9/2013
|
North
Wales
|
PA
|
4:10:58
|
Gettysburg
Marathon
|
4/26/2015
|
Gettysburg
|
PA
|
4:11:00
|
Philadelphia
Marathon
|
11/21/2010
|
Philadelphia
|
PA
|
4:13:30
|
Independence
Series - Race 1 (MD)
|
4/29/2015
|
Elkton
|
MD
|
4:13:45
|
CoDel
Marathon
|
5/3/2015
|
Dewey
|
DE
|
4:15:52
|
Philadelphia
Marathon
|
11/22/2015
|
Philadelphia
|
PA
|
4:16:48
|
Harrisburg
Marathon
|
11/11/2012
|
Harrisburg
|
PA
|
4:17:03
|
Steamtown
Marathon
|
10/13/2013
|
Scranton
|
PA
|
4:17:32
|
Independence
Series - #3 (PA)
|
5/1/2015
|
Birdsboro
|
PA
|
4:18:36
|
Rehoboth
Marathon
|
12/7/2013
|
Rehoboth
|
DE
|
4:20:48
|
Garden
Spot Village Marathon
|
4/11/2015
|
Lancaster
|
PA
|
4:21:22
|
C&D
Marathon
|
11/4/2007
|
Delaware
City
|
DE
|
4:21:27
|
Gettsyburg
Marathon
|
5/1/2011
|
Gettsyburg
|
PA
|
4:22:27
|
Bob
Potts Marathon
|
5/16/2010
|
York
|
PA
|
4:23:25
|
Independence
Series - #2 (DE)
|
4/30/2015
|
Bear
|
DE
|
4:25:21
|
Ocala
Marathon
|
1/31/2010
|
Ocala
|
FL
|
4:25:30
|
Ocala
Marathon
|
2/1/2009
|
Ocala
|
FL
|
4:26:30
|
Philadelphia
Marathon
|
11/18/2007
|
Philadelphia
|
PA
|
4:34:45
|
Wineglass
Marathon
|
10/2/2011
|
Corning
|
NY
|
4:36:33
|
C&D
Marathon
|
11/2/2008
|
St.
Georges
|
DE
|
4:37:42
|
Rehoboth
Marathon
|
11/22/2008
|
Rehoboth
Beach
|
DE
|
4:39:35
|
Space
Coast Marathon
|
11/29/2015
|
Cocoa
Beach
|
FL
|
4:39:52
|
Via
Lehigh Valley Marathon
|
9/13/2015
|
Allentown
|
PA
|
4:40:27
|
Bob
Potts Marathon
|
5/20/2012
|
York
|
PA
|
4:40:38
|
Rehoboth
Marathon
|
12/11/2010
|
Rehoboth
|
DE
|
4:41:40
|
Rehoboth
Marathon
|
12/8/2012
|
Rehoboth
|
DE
|
4:42:53
|
Bob
Potts Marathon
|
5/15/2011
|
York
|
PA
|
4:43:48
|
Marine
Corps Marathon
|
10/27/2015
|
Washington
|
DC
|
4:44:14
|
Bob
Potts Marathon
|
5/25/2014
|
York
|
PA
|
4:54:13
|
Chasing
the Unicorn Marathon
|
8/16/2015
|
Washington
Crossing
|
PA
|
4:57:59
|
Lehigh
Valley Marathon
|
9/13/2009
|
Allentown
|
PA
|
5:01:28
|
Frederick
Marathon
|
5/6/2007
|
Frederick
|
MD
|
5:01:40
|
Boston
Marathon
|
4/18/2016
|
Boston
|
MA
|
5:10:08
|
Bob
Potts Marathon
|
5/26/2013
|
York
|
PA
|
5:16:01
|
Delaware
Marathon
|
5/10/2015
|
Wilmington
|
DE
|
5:20:44
|
ChesapeakeMan
Ultra
|
9/25/2010
|
Cambridge
|
MD
|
5:41:49
|
Chesapeake
Man Ultra Triathlon (Ironman Distance)
|
9/27/2008
|
Cambridge
|
MD
|
5:46:13
|
Ironman
US Championships
|
8/11/2012
|
New
York
|
NY
|
6:30:30
|
50K
Hat Race
|
3/29/2008
|
Havre
de Grace
|
MD
|
6:44:08
|
Tussey
Mountainback 50 Miler
|
10/3/2009
|
Boalsburg
|
PA
|
10:03:46
|
Tussey
50 Miler
|
10/23/2011
|
State
College
|
PA
|
11:54:47
|
Labor
Pains 12 Hour Race
|
9/4/2011
|
Reading
|
PA
|
12:00:00
|
24
Hour Back on My Feet Urban Ultra
|
7/18/2015
|
Philadelphia
|
PA
|
17:10:16
|
Long
Ranger 24 Hour Race
|
7/16/2011
|
Philadelphia
|
PA
|
24:00:00
|